(Marked off my kissing bucket list)
This week is one of those weeks that will forever be engraved in my mind. I had to say goodbye to my best friend/ boy friend today as he moved away to Iowa for school. Change is a scary thing... The scariest part for me is the fact that it's something I can't control but still have to live with. I have never felt such a rush of emotion completely consume me in one moment as I did knowing that I had to let go of him and watch him walk away. Now I feel lost in my own life. Comfort is such a key to enjoying life and the one stable comfort I had is now 50,000 miles away and living life an hour ahead of me! Life Throws you curve balls and you can either learn how to hit them or keep yourself from swinging, and I choose to learn how to go forward. I want to make the best out of this situation! Time heals everything and that is something I truly believe but if time could speed up for me that would be amazing. 140 days until I see him. :( I am going to blog everyday until he come home and post about all the adventures I am learning to have alone. Its important to use this time to learn how to love being with myself and becoming a better person for me, him, and US! I don't think it will be easy but if it was easy I don't know how I would ever find an adventure. Here is to the countdown for him, and the adventure and life changing time for me! May I learn to smile when i'm down, love myself when i'm alone, change my weaknesses into strengths, and Remember to Always Swing:) #140andreadyformore
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